babe call me, or if you can wait till friday night, i'll come and see you. keep your chin up, remember it was for the best, and he'll realize that too. and don't worry about him leaving, he'll be safe and get through that. hurting sucks, but it fades eventually. i love you like no other baby girl. <3
thank you so much cait. you mean the world to me as a friend and i since everyones away right now i really really need you. i’m probably going to call you in a little, but if you acutally can, will you come visit? i feel the shittiest i think i ever have, and i just wanna throw up, i’m so disgusted with myself.
i know it’ll get better, but i feel awful. why couldnt i just be a heartless bitch and not care who i hurt? haha. love you like a sister sweetheart
thanks again<33333
first time i’ve ever broken up with someone.
we’ve been on and off for a year or so, but never like broke up, just would get mad at each other and decide we wanted a break.
but tonight i just ended things. i really care about him and to be honest, it sucked like none other. seriously though, i’m sitting in my bed right now, and i’m a mess. when you really really care about someone, and you love them, but you break things off because you know its for the best, it still hurts like fuck.
when we were talking and i said what i needed to say, he got so defensive and was saying stuff that i wish i never heard. i know i hurt him and that alone kills me.
the worst part is that he’s going away in a couple of weeks, and i feel like he needed me to be there for him
i actually detest myself right now. i know the feeling will fade but it SUCKS
